How Total Consecration to Mary Changed My Life

Last December 8, I completed something that scared me and deeply moved me: Total Consecration to Jesus through Mary.

I had read about it before but thought it was too intense.

Too mystical.

Too Marian.

But as I grew in prayer, especially through the daily Rosary, I began to see Mary not as a distant figure, but as a gentle mother who leads us to her Son. 

She isn’t in competition with Jesus, she draws us closer to Him.

The 33-day consecration preparation was a spiritual boot camp. I was following Gabriel Castillo's Gabi's 2nd Channel in Youtube which I documented in my Fiat Faith Facebook (for those who want to start their Consecration by St Max Kolbe)

It exposed my pride, my distractions, and my hunger for God. 

And when the day of consecration came, I handed over everything, my prayers, sufferings, joys, and future, into her Immaculate Heart.

Since then, I’ve felt a new confidence in my walk.

I still struggle.

But I no longer feel alone.

“Totus Tuus ego sum, et omnia mea tua sunt…” — I am all yours, and all that I have is yours. – St. Louis de Montfort












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